I wanted to write my feelings of the moment on my blog because that’s what i used to do when i first joined tumblr. I am feeling lost, broken, pained, and sad. I feel like life just keeps throwing curveballs as soon as i near something good. I’m trying hard to be strong but it’s not as easy as I thought. I don’t know who to talk to about anything because my only friend is someone that i liked who didn’t reciprocate those feelings back and now everything is just weird especially now that he has a girlfriend. I just want things to be okay I want to feel stable and happy again.